人类最古老 最强烈的感情是恐惧 而最古老 最强烈的恐惧 是对未知的恐惧
--霍华德·菲利普·洛夫克拉夫特
朋友之间会相对频繁的向彼此倾诉自己的感情 而兄弟姊妹则会等待一个更为方便的时机 比如临终之前
--无名
贾斯汀 给车换的新电池到了
二手货出售
贾斯汀 电池拿到了吗？快换上
嗨 Hi.
不管谁正在看这段录像 我想对你说 Um, whoever's watching, I just wanted to say,
如果现在你在大本营 而我们还没有回来 if you are at the camp and we're not back yet,
请不要担心 that I just wanted to say don't worry.
“灵魂升天”是我们所有人都非常期待的日子 Uh, the ascension is something we've all been looking forward to
我们非常开心能参与其中 and we couldn't be happier,
能去到天堂之门再回来 so our round-trip from this place and back
是一件值得庆祝的事 is really something to celebrate.
所以... So, um...
请大家吃好喝好 继续好好享受 eat and drink and make yourself comfortable,
等我们回来之后 期待与大家的再次见面 and we look forward to seeing you when we return.
嗯... Um...
就这样 再见 Okay. Bye.
你真的花了20块买这玩意儿 You seriously spent $20 on that
而没有买电池？ and didn't get the car battery?
你不是说他们己经死了吗 You said they did it already.
- 我没说过 没有 - 你说过 - Nope. No. - Yeah. Yeah.
我只是在我们离开之前说过类似的话 No. I said that right before we left,
但那个时候 是因为有人告诉我 他们全部都要自杀 I was told that they were all were gonna kill themselves.
所以我才会带你离开组织 And that's why we left the cult.
她根本就没提自杀的事 She didn't say anything about killing themselves.
她什么都没说 She didn't.
这可是“天堂之门”邪教组织 It's a UFO death cult.
这正是他们的套路 It's what they do.
他们总会以一个美其名的嘘头来掩盖这些真相 They just call it something different.
是我把你从一个邪教组织里救了出来 I rescued us from a cult.
是我把你从集体自杀的悬崖边拉了回来 I saved you from mass suicide.
不用客气 You're welcome.
无 尽
这屋子的主人还没回来吗？ The, uh, owner still gone?
对 但最好动作快点 Yep. But be fast.
你想吃猪肉味的还是鲜虾味的？ You want, um, pork or shrimp?
都不要 我不饿 Uh, neither. I'm good.
- 你不吃午饭吗？- 不吃 - You're not eating lunch? - Nope.
我必须把你花在买古董录像机 而不是汽车电池的钱 Gotta save the money you spent on antique video equipment
给省下来 and not the car battery.
某人有事没事儿就去纹身 还好意思说我 Oh, tattoos, those were an investment.
你说什么？ What?
以前他们给我们的食物还不错 You know they used to feed us real food.
至少蔬菜和鱼都不是用面粉做的 You know, vegetables and fish that's not powder.
只要能活着 就算让我天天喝西北风 I'd rather be alive and eat raman
我都愿意 than be dead and eat... corn.
我非常肯定他们是去送死的 现在结果可想而知 I know they were going to do it, now they clearly are,
所以这么算下来 我们己经赚了10年寿命了 so I was, like, ten years off.
他们根本就没有提自杀的事儿 They didn't say anything about killing themselves.
他们说过... 头低点 They said... Move your head.
他们只是说要去某个地方 They said they were going somewhere,
我们也并不知道他们要去多久 或是要去哪里... and we don't know how long or where they were going...
- 很好啊 - 怎么就好了？ - Good. - How's that good?
要是我们现在还在大本营 我们就能 If we were back at the camp, we'd have, like,
吃到像样的食物 还有不错的生活环境 good food and support, and we wouldn't be
至少不会像现在 过得像个流浪汉一样 one dirty house away from being homeless.
我等会要用车 I need the car.
差不多半个小时后 我要去接受解洗脑治疗 I've got deprogramming in, like, half an hour. Ow.
我不想再去接受那个治疗了 I don't want to go to deprogramming anymore.
那要是我们申请不下来补助 你愿意去 Are you gonna be the one to get another job
再打一份工吗？ if we don't qualify for aid?
还有 以后记得把车顶灯给关掉 And stop leaving the dome light on in the car.
本身买的电池就比较次 你把灯开着就更用不久了 You're making the car battery even worse if that's possible.
我其实是跟他开玩笑的 It was mostly a joke.
但是 嗯... But, um...
他当真了 而且很不开心 he's not happy.
有一晚我听到他又哭了 I heard him crying the other night, again.
还有... And, um...
组织的人送了我们一份道别录像 the cult sent us a good-bye video.
哇 你什么感觉？ Whoa. What was that like?
开始 我挺释然的 I mean, I was relieved, at first,
因为发现他们还没有死 because... they're not dead.
但之后 我就感觉很糟糕 And then I felt bad.
因为现在亚伦就会觉得那么多年前 Because now Aaron thinks I pulled him out
我把他从组织中拉出来 其实是害了他 all those years ago for no reason.
他对于组织的记忆 All of his memories of the cult
全都是孩童时期或青少年时期的 are as a kid or a teenager or whatever.
所以那些回忆都是美好的 So all those memories are good,
而他对于我们现在的生活环境 是非常排斥的 and he sees our lives here as horrible.
但是 对于我而言 But, to me,
唯一能让我们目前的生活走向阳光的方式 the thing that makes our lives here better
就是多为我们自己着想 is thinking for ourselves.
但是我一直搞不明白 为什么我们就找不到 And I don't know why we haven't been able
一份好的工作 为什么交不到朋友... to make a living or make friends...
为什么没有桃花运 meet girls.
从邪教组织的洗脑模式中恢复 是一段很漫长的过程 Recovery from cult mind control is a lifelong process,
所以如果他很怨恨你 把他从组织中脱离出来 and if he resents you for pulling him out,
那再正常不过了 that's common.
不管他到底因不因为这件事而怨恨我 Whether he resents me or he doesn't,
但只要一想到 要无时无刻担心他的安全 照顾他 feeling responsible for his well-being 24/7
就会让我觉得很累 is exhausting.
欠款通知
我们的车要被拿去抵押了 They're gonna take the car.
早知道一开始就不应该申请信用卡的 The credit card was a bad idea.
我早就料到了 I'll figure it out.
好吧 Yeah, okay.
我要回去 I wanna go back.
这种事情你想想就好 Have fun with that.
不 我是认真的 No, I'm serious.
我想回去... 哪怕只是去看一看 I'm going, just... for a visit.
你的记忆力很不好 You have a horrible memory.
那个地方没有你记忆中那么美好 That place is not what you think it is.
- 我知道 - 知道就好 那就别回去啊 - I know. - Great. Let's not go.
你为什么非要回去？ Why do you wanna go back?
我想回去道个别 We can say good-bye.
做个了断 Get some closure.
毕竟他们也曾经是我们的家人 They were our family.
一天一夜 One day. One night.
然后我们就马上回来 We come straight back.
这样可以吗？ Will that make you feel better?
呃... Uh...
如果回去一趟 真能让你重新振作起来 Because if that'll get you out of this slump,
那就回去吧 we can go back.
他己经很尽力了 I mean, he's trying.
他尝试过各种各样的方法 但是... He's trying lots of things, but...
有一次 可能是我们撞狗屎运了吧 this one time, by some miracle,
我们在公园碰到两个女孩 we met these girls at the park,
他带她们去了一家 超级廉价的墨西哥餐厅 and he takes 'em to this cheap Mexican food place,
就在我们公寓的楼下 down by the apartment.
也不知道是因为... And, out of, like...
他太紧张了 还是怎么样 out of, like, nervousness or something,
他突然来了一句 “我曾经是天堂之门的成员” he's like, "I'm an ex-UFO death cult member."
那个姑娘赶紧说 “我想去趟厕所” And she's like, "Okay, I have to go to the bathroom."
故事的结局很明显 她去了就没再回来 And she obviously never comes back.
她的朋友也没再接过我的电话 And her friend never returned my calls.
不过他就是这么一个人？ But that's him, though, you know?
嗯... Uh...
他很努力地想要走对每一步 He's trying to do the right thing.
真的 He really is.
不过总是用他自己的方式... But it has to be his way...
所以每一次都没能成功 which never works.
要是问我比起这个糟心的人生 还有什么更让我恼火 And so the only thing that's worse than this shitty life
那就是我们根本无法控制这个该死的人生 he's built for us is having no fucking control over it.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
你有跟他谈过这件事吗？ Have you talked to him about this?
没有 他是我哥哥 No, no, he's my brother.
你确定回教会一趟 And you're sure it's a good idea
是个好主意吗？ to go back to the cult?
它不是什么邪教组织 It's not a cult.
它是个公社 It's a commune.
统一的制服 自己造的词 Uniforms. Redefining words.
将死亡美其名曰“灵魂升天” Calling death "ascension."
在森林里 敬奉一个别人 Worshipping a deity in the forest
从没听说过的神 that no one else knows about.
再加上... And...
阉割 castration.
好吧 这还真是邪教组织 Okay, yeah, that's a cult.
但事实上 这些事情我一件都不记得了 But I actually don't remember any of those things.
我只记得篝火晚会 与家人共度的美好时光 还有上好的食物 I just remember, like, bonfires, family time, and good food.
我不觉得他们有把我们当成犯人在对待 It's wasn't like they were keeping us prisoner or anything.
事实上 我转念一想 Actually, hang on a second.
如果他们真的会 If they were gonna be, like,
举把枪指着我们的脑袋 pointing machine guns at our heads
强迫我们服毒自杀的话 and make us drink cyanide Kool-Aid,
那你为什么还同意载我回去？ why would you be driving us there right now?
好吧 我承认我也没亲眼见过那些事情 All right, I never saw anything specifically like that.
但在你那仅存的扭曲记忆里 恐怕也只记得... But in your distorted memory, we were, like...
我们抚摸小鹿 与考拉共舞的事 petting deer and dancing with koalas.
没错 这我记得 We were, I remember that.
快看 “双峰塔” Boobs.
啊 “双峰塔” Ah, the boobs.
There is a house in New Orleans
你这歌声连天线都能震碎 就饶了我吧 You broke the goddamn antenna. Do not put me through this.
They call the Rising Sun
你听起来就像一只得了喉炎的烷熊 You sound like a raccoon with strep throat.
It's been the ruin of many a poor boy
And Lord I know I'm one
你听起来就像窗外发情的负鼠 You sound exactly like the mating possums outside our window.
My mother was a tailor
嘿 妈妈 我知道我们没能常来看你 但是... Hey, Mom. I know we don't visit much, but...
我只想告诉你 为了照顾好他 我真的己经尽力了 I just wanted to say I'm doing my best to take care of him.
你说什么？ What?
怎么了？ What?
- 没什么 - 你刚刚明明说了话 - Nothing. - I heard you.
我没有 No, you didn't.
- 你现在信教了？- 没有啊 - You becoming religious? - No.
你刚刚明明在对着她的坟墓祈祷 You're praying to her grave.
这不是坟墓 只是一个纪念碑 It's not a grave, it's a memoriam.
啊 对着一个纪念碑说话 Ah, talking to a memoriam.
这跟对着坟墓祈祷有什么区别吗 That's totally not praying to a grave.
之前一定有人经过这里 还这么好心地放了幅画在这里 That's sweet. I think someone's been by or something.
你看 是新的 Look. It's brand-new.
不 这是我们小时候一起画的 然后放在这里的 No, we actually made that from when we were little
因为她生前很喜欢画画 because she liked to paint.
哇 还真是勾起了我不少的回忆呢 Wow, that really held up.
那些是什么东西？ What the heck are those?
应该是几千万年前 It's like a volcanic event,
火山喷发形成的 hundreds of thousands of years ago.
然后被侵蚀过后... And then erosion or...
就成了这样 something.
嘿 让我来开会儿可以吗？ Hey, mind of I drive for a bit?
不 剩下的路我来开 Nah, I'll just go the rest of the way.
之前一直都是你在开 我也想开开 You drove the whole way. I wanna drive.
别废话 上车 I'm driving. Get in.
这都不算邪教组织 还有什么算 Not a cult at all.
好香的味道 Smells good.
闻起来像大麦的味道 Smells like the barley.
嘿 Hey!
很高兴能见到你们俩 Good to see you two.
是什么风把你们吹回来了？ What the dickens bring you all the way out here?
我们只是想趁你们还在这儿的时候 过来看看 Just thought we'd visit while you're, uh... here.
我们一直都在 We're always here.
你饿了吗？ You hungry?
一直都饿着的 I'm always hungry.
去找点吃的吧 Let's get you fed.
你们还记得蒂姆吗？ You boys remember Tim, right?
- 你还好吗 蒂姆？- 嘿 - How's it going, Tim? - Hey.
你们快试试蒂姆的新配方 You gotta try Tim's new Hefeweizen.
非常好喝 It is delicious.
哇 真没想到能在这里又见到你们 Whoa! I didn't know you guys were gonna be here.
真是太开心了 It's good to see you guys!
- 谢恩 安娜 - 嗨 - Shane, Anna. - Hi!
感觉好奇怪 一眨眼亚伦都长大成人了 This is weird. Aaron is, like, all grown up.
你还记得我吗？ Do you remember me?
一点点 Yeah, a little.
你们看起来都... So, you all look, uh...
很健康？ Healthy?
新鲜的食物和空气 还有麦芽酒 Fresh food, air, and ale.
想不健康都难 That'll do it.
我想说的正是这句话 I was gonna say exactly the same.
- 真好喝 - 谢谢 - This is amazing. - Thank you.
这一批大麦都是谢恩和安娜种植的 Shane and Anna, they grew the barley for that batch,
这也有他们的功劳 so they deserve credit.
- 蒂姆的啤酒 是我们这儿收益最高的出口商品 - 没错 - Tim, his beer, is our most profitable export. - Yeah.
噢 你们还没见过莉齐吧 Oh! You boys haven't met Lizzy.
很高兴终于见到你们本人了 It's nice to finally meet you two.
大家经常都在夸赞你们 Everyone says all kinds of stuff about you.
谢谢 你为什么会来这儿？ Thanks. Uh, how'd you end up here?
我以前住在一家心理健康机构 I was at a mental health facility up the road,
我经常会偷偷溜出来闲逛 and I use to wander out quite a bit.
其中有一次 我就在路边遇见了蒂姆 And on one of my wanderings, I met Tim
然后意识到 这里才是我最好的归宿 and just realized I'm better here.
你们还记得戴夫吧？ You boys remember Dave, right?
嘿 Hey.
知道吗 莉齐是一位非常棒的艺术家 You know, Lizzy, she's a great artist.
事实上 她画的素描有点让我回忆起 Actually, her sketches, they kind of remind me
你之前照的照片 贾斯汀 of your photography, Justin.
没错 Oh, yeah.
你以前是个摄影师？ You were a photographer?
也算不上吧 Um, not really.
那是在你很小的时候 It's when you were really little.
他拍的照片真的很棒 He was really good.
如果再多修炼一段时间 Well, could have been, given time.
就能像尚恩·斯蒂芬·菲南的魔术一样 It's like Shane's magic tricks.
我己经放弃了 据说要一百万个小时 对吧？ I'm all right. It's a million hours, right?
- 但愿如此 - 什么一百万个小时？ - Man, I hope so. - A million hours?
如果你想成为某方面的大师 Yeah, a million hours is the amount of time
就需要一百万个小时的训练 it takes to actually master something.
这么算的话 如果你能活到115岁 So, if you live to be 115 years old
并且把所有醒着和睡觉的时间 and you spend your waking, sleeping moments
都用来投入到训练一件事情上 那么... just dedicated to one thing, then...
你就很有可能成为某一方面的大师 yeah, mastery is a possibility.
没错 Absolutely.
我睡下铺 That's mine.
你觉得安娜和谢恩是一对吗？ You think Anna and Shane are together?
他们都被阉割了 Well, they're all castrated.
你说的是情感上吗？ So do you mean, like, emotionally?
可他们看起来不像啊 They don't seem castrated.
你根本就不了解 感情被阉割的人是什么样的 You don't know how castrated people act.
而且你要知道 她可是比你年长20岁呢 And you realize she's, like, 20 years older than you.
- 不可能 - 真的 - No, she's not. - Yes.
- 我不信 - 是真的 - No. - Yeah.
他们都己经40来岁了 只不过是看起来年轻而己 They're all in, like, their 40s. They just look young.
真奇怪 It's weird.
但他们看起来过得挺好的 至少他们不用吃那些 They just look like they take care of themselves
肮脏的垃圾食物 and don't eat dirty garbage food.
你要睡觉吗？ Taking a nap?
我... 出去跑跑步 I... am gonna go for a run.
嘿 Hey!
好了 我最近一直在练习这个魔术 Uh, okay, actually, I've been working on this one.
选一张牌 随便哪一张 Pick a card, any card.
不行 No, no, no, no.
算了 他还是会选择同一张的 He's just gonna keep picking the same one.
我不想碰这张牌 你把它放在上面就行 I don't wanna touch the card. Okay, just put it on top.
我有东西想给你看 你能来一下吗？ Can I show you something back in my cabin?
嗯... 现在吗？ Um... right now?
除非你有更好的建议 Unless you know a better time.
好吧 Sure.
试试这瓶 Try this one.
有点意思 It's interesting.
只是试验性的酿了一点 到时候大批量生产肯定能狠狠赚一笔 Did a small batch. Thinking about doing a big run.
那个蒂姆 真的很厉害 That Tim, he is good.
这道题 你解出来了吗？ You, uh... you figure it out yet?
还没有 Not yet.
不过终有解出来的那一天 Eventually, though.
有时候我真希望自己 没有那么偏执的左脑思维 Sometimes I wish I wasn't so damned left-brained.
在我的世界里 只有对或不对... It either is or it isn't and...
而这个等式 还不够完美 this equation isn't... yet.
好吧 All right.
有个问题我想问问你 I gotta ask.
就算解出来了 能有什么用呢？ What's it solve?
说出来你可能不信 Wouldn't believe me if I told you.
这里的每个人都有自己的小事情可以做 这种感觉真好 I like that everyone here kind of has a little thing that they do.
是啊 有些人还有其他的事情可以做 Yeah. I mean, some people have two or three,
不过基本上每个人都有至少一件事能做 but, yeah, everybody has at least one. Yeah.
你是这里的服装设计师 对吧？ So, you're like the clothing designer?
营地的衣服 都是你设计的吗？ You do the camp's clothes?
没错 Yeah, yeah.
我确实也经常画手稿设计衣服 但是... I mean, I make a lot of stuff from scratch, but I...
我还是比较喜欢去旧货商店淘货... you know, whatever I can find at thrift stores and...
我这件外套也是在旧货商店淘的 That's where I got this.
是吗 Yeah.
你以前的很多衣服都是我做的 你还记得吗？ I used to make a lot of your clothes. Do you remember that?
我记不得了... No. I mean...
抱歉 毕竟己经过了这么长时间了 I'm sorry. It's just been a long time. Sorry.
没关系 Yeah.
你想去看看我新设计的衣服吗？ Do you wanna see some of my new designs?
听着 我只是想再重申一遍 Listen, uh, I just wanted to tell you again
对于你以前做过的所有事 that everything you did,
我只有两个回应“我不在乎”和“你己经被原谅了” it ranges from "I don't care" to "All is forgiven."
既然话己经说到这个份儿上了 Now, that being said,
我想问问你 为什么回来？ why come back now?
因为你寄来的那卷录像带 The video you sent.
什么录像带？ What video?
就是一段录像 The video.
内容是安娜在那里谈论... With Anna talking about...
“终结”的事 the end.
就我所知 在这片区域从未发生过自杀事件 Never been a suicide on this property that I'm aware of.
事实上 我也能向你保证 这里的一切都没有终结 In fact, I can assure you that nothing here ends.
唯一能肯定的是 这里的人们能够长久并健康地活下去 All that happens here is that people live long and healthy lives.
正因为这样 他们才能成为 Because of that, they grow to be
自己想成为的那个人 the people they want to be.
就这么简单 Pretty simple.
于我们自身之外 有更重要的东西 There is something bigger than us out here.
现在你们都到了终于能看透这一点的年纪 And now that you're both at an age where you can understand it,
答案将会变得... it'll become...
非常清晰 evident.
好吧 呃... All right. Uh...
就这样吧 All right.
我再去帮你倒杯酒 I'll get you another beer.
- 准备好了吗？- 准备好了 - You ready? - Yeah.
- 看吧 - 哇 - Ta-da. - Oh, whoa.
真漂亮 These are good.
- 是啊 - 真的 - Yeah. - Yeah.
等等 你跟贾斯汀是做什么工作的？ Wait. What do you and Justin do?
打扫清洁 Um... we clean.
很厉害吧？ Impressive?
你以前不是很喜欢钓鱼吗？ Didn't you used to like to fish?
是喜欢 但那是我很小的时候了... Yeah, you know, when I was a kid, but...
而且恐怕我连钓鱼绳结是怎么打的 都忘了 I don't think I even remember how to tie a fishing knot.
知道吗？ You know?
你有拿到钱吗？ Uh, do you get paid for this?
你是说跟你单独相处吗？ What, for being alone with you?
别开玩笑了 Come on!
那是当然 Yes, of course!
虽然收益都是从卖啤酒赚来的 但是... I mean, the money comes from the beer, but...
我们在这里的工作都是有回报的 yeah, we all get paid for everything we do.
也就是说 你们永远也不用离开这里了？ So you never have to leave?
好了 这是黑桃A All right. Black ace.
注意盯好这个地方 保持几秒时间 Just focus on these angels here for a second.
1 2... One, two...
这张牌就变成了之前的红桃 对吧？ So we got your red from earlier, right?
然后再这么一变... And with this little...
又变成了黑桃 black, yeah.
我看穿你的把戏了 I think I see what you're doing.
过来 你来抽张牌 Come here. You're gonna pick a card.
来嘛 Come on.
看一眼 Take a look at it.
然后把牌插进任意的地方 Put it back in wherever you want.
非常好 Very good.
这是你选的牌吗？ Is that your card?
不是 No.
你有见到亚伦吗？ Have you seen Aaron?
嗯 安娜带他去她家了 Yeah, he's in Anna's cabin with her.
你不介意吗？ You all right with that?
我为什么要介意？ Why wouldn't I be all right with that?
还有一个魔术你想看吗？ You wanna see another trick?
拜托 就依我的吧 Come on, just humor me.
是我最近想出来的新魔术 It's a new one I'm working on. Come on.
放松 放松 Relax. Relax.
好了 谁准备好来玩“斗争”了？ All right! Who's ready for The Struggle?
嘿 为什么戴夫不说话？ Hey, why doesn't Dave talk?
脑损伤 Brain injury.
哈尔说他以前在工地施工的时候 从楼上摔了下来 Hal says he fell off a building while working construction,
蒂姆告诉我 他给自己做了环钻术 and Tim told me it was self-trephination.
也就是在自己的头骨上钻一个洞 以保持永久的亢奋状态 You drill a hole in your skull so you stay permanently high.
但是他钻得太深了 He drilled too far.
女士们 先生们 对于你们大部分人来说 Ladies and gentlemen, for most of you,
游戏的规则己不需我再解释了 this requires no explanation.
但是在我们世外桃源营地 有非常多的传统 But we have many traditions here at Camp Arcadia,
其中最为著名的 非”斗争左莫属了 none more prominent than The Struggle.
我们要以热情去斗争 We have the struggle with passion!
要为了成长而斗争 The struggle for growth!
以更强大的力量去斗争 The struggle with a higher power!
快看 戴夫站在梯子上笑 Smiling Dave on a ladder.
还有... And...
还有什么 安娜？ What, Anna?
只要坚持不懈 没有任何事能够阻止我们 That would be all of which we overcome with perseverance.
你是发明这个游戏的人 You're the one who invented this,
为什么每次主持并出模的人都是我？ so why am I always the one looking ridiculous emceeing it?
因为我是本届的冠军 Because I'm reigning champion, that's why.
好吧 我竟无力反驳 That you are.
握 快累死我了 Whoo! I need a breather.
下一个谁来？ Who's next?
别害羞 下一个是谁？ Come on, who's next?
亚伦？ Aaron?
算了吧 我还是下次吧 谢谢 Nah. I'm good. Next time. Thank you.
来嘛 Come on.
大家觉得呢 要让他参加一下吗？ What do you say, guys, can we get him up here?
- 去吧 伙计 - 去吧 - Come on, man! - Come on!
上吧 Let's go!
绳子拿好 There you go.
没关系 没关系 It's all right. It's all right.
我能再试一次吗？ Can I go again?
我们永不言败 We never give up.
干得漂亮 All right! Whoo!
第一个在“斗争”中使用钓鱼绳结 First man to use a fishing knot
并且最终取得胜利的人 in The Struggle is victorious!
下一个谁来？ Who's next?
贾斯汀？ Justin?
抱歉 我现在没这个心情 I'm sorry. I really don't want to right now.
你确定吗？ You sure?
非常好 All right.
谢谢你 莉齐 其实我可以自己来的 Thank you, Lizzy, but I could really just do this myself.
没关系 No, it's fine.
我以前经常给树林里一个嗜枪如命的家伙 I used to clean up sores for this gun-nut tweaker guy
清理伤口 所以这没什么 out in the woods, so this is nothing.
听起来你跟他分手 是个明智的选择 Sounds like it's a good thing you're not seeing him anymore.
噢 我们没有约会 Oh, we weren't dating.
他只是某个在我磕了迷幻药 兴奋剂之后 He was just this guy I was sort of obsessed with
有一点点迷恋的家伙罢了 when I was on lithium, thorazine, and PCP.
嘿 Hey.
谢谢你卖力的参与 Thanks for being such a good sport.
不过我真没想到你会受伤 I did not mean at all for that to happen.
我一直都想不通这个游戏的意义是什么 I just never understood the point of that.
就是一个愚蠢的具有象征意义的游戏罢了 Just silly little metaphors, you know.
至少能把大家都聚在一起 Brings the party together.
不过老实说 还真是有那么一点点的尴尬 Frankly, it's a little embarrassing.
早点好起来 All better.
你们俩可以继续 You two have some fun.
好了 事实上我有点累了 All right. I'm actually pretty tired.
明天早上见 So I'll see you two in the morning.
嘿 说真的 Hey, seriously.
谢谢你带我回来 Thanks for doing this.
能让你亲眼目睹这一切有多疯狂 其实挺好的 I'm just happy you get to see how insane it all is.
的确是有一点点奇怪 Yeah, it's pretty weird.
但是我在想 我们能不能再多待一晚？ But, uh, I was thinking. Could we stay for one more day?
- 你喝醉了 - 没有 - You're drunk. - No.
你明明就醉了 身上一股长岛冰茶的味道 You are drunk. You smell like a Long Island Iced Tea.
是你喝醉了 You're drunk.
明天晚上再住一晚行吗？ Can we just stay through tomorrow night?
我跟安娜谈过了 You know, I was talking to Anna.
她说哈尔很愿意把枪借给大家 She said that Hal lets people take his guns out.
我们可以到树林里去逛逛 We could just kinda... hang out in the wilderness.
练练枪什么的 就我们两个？ Shoot guns, just you and me, you know?
虽然这里怪怪的 但至少好好享受一下 再离开也不迟 Despite all this weirdness, just kind of enjoy something for once.
我其实是拒绝的 I really don't wanna do that.
反正又没什么损失 It doesn't cost anything.
好吧 那就让你再住一天吧 All right. I'll let you stay one more day.
嘿 蒂姆 Hey, Tim.
那屋子里有什么？ What's in there?
酿酒的设备 Brewing equipment.
说不定是放尸体的 谁知道呢 Until the FBI shows up.
请操持安静
嘿 你睡了吗？ Hey, you asleep?
嗯？ Hmm?
刚刚是睡了 I was.
但现在我只想跟你聊天了 And now all I wanna do is talk to you.
说真的 你觉得安娜有什么不对劲吗？ Seriously. Did anything happen with Anna?
没有 Honestly, no.
她当时看我的表情 让我有一种 Well, she gave me this look that made me think,
或许她想跟我牵牵手的错觉 you know, maybe she wanted to hold hands or something.
- 真好 - 是啊 - Nice. - Yeah.
嘿 我觉得你很需要跟女生多多接触 Hey, I really think that you should have this.
这对你的成长很有帮助 I really think it's good for you.
但有一件事我还是想提醒你 But I also think that you should know
在你小时候 that when you were little,
安娜经常会上下打量你 Anna used to, like, make eyes at you.
好吧 那或许是因为 Yeah, it's probably because
她一直都很爱我 she's always been in love with me.
我们是天造地设的一对 And we were meant to be together.
又或者 她就是个恋童癖 Or maybe she's a pedophile.
女人不可能有恋童癖 Women can't be a pedophiles.
- 有 有的 - 没有 - Yes, they can. - No, they can't.
你是不是重新定义了“恋童癖”的意思？ Are you, like, redefining the word pedophile?
- 一个男人为了跟小孩性交... - 快去睡觉 - In order for a man to have intercourse... - Go to sleep.
- 为了... - 快睡觉 - In order... - Go to sleep.
- 女人不能... - 睡觉 - Women can't... - Go to sleep!
There is
A house
In New Orleans
They call
The rising
好枪 Nice.
把枪还给哈尔的时候一定要擦干净 Make sure you clean that before you give it back to Hal.
如果是脏的话 他会很生气的 He gets pretty mad if you give it back dirty.
我想象不出他生气的样子 I can't really imagine him angry.
我见识过 I can.
所以你最在行的事是摄像？ So your thing was photography?
不 我其实没有什么拿手绝活 Nah. I don't really have a thing yet.
看来打猎也不是你在行的事 I guess hunting wasn't your thing either.
开个玩笑而己 I'm just kidding.
讲真 你觉得它打到什么了？ Seriously, what do you think it hit?
不知道 谁叫你枪法这么烂 I don't know. You're just bad at shooting.
嘿 Hey!
你还记得我吗？ Do you remember me?
There is
A house
In New Orleans
They call
The rising sun
They...
They call the ri...
啊 Aah!
They call the ri...
啊 Aah!
They call the ri...
I'm gonna lay down my sword and shield
Down by the riverside
Gonna lay down my sword and shield
Down by the riverside
她唱得这么好 我不敢接在她后面唱 No, I can't follow this up.
没问题的 只会显得更难听一点而已 Oh, sure you can. It'll just sound bad.
嘿 可以和你谈谈吗？ Hey, uh, do you have a minute?
感觉就好像... And it was like...
那里有什么东西似的 something was there.
但是我又看不见 But-but that I couldn't see.
然后它留下了这个 And it left me this... I think.
或许吧 Maybe.
正如我所说 It's like I said.
你己经到了能够成为其中一份子的年纪了 You're at an age now where you can become a part of it.
所以这些现象会变得更明显 So it's gonna be more apparent.
我知道 但你总是不把话说清楚 Yeah, but you always speak in metaphors.
你是不相信我咯？ So you don't trust me?
那你敢不敢站在这里 然后义正言辞地告诉我 And you're gonna stand there, you're gonna tell me
你以前从来没有类似这样的经历？ that you have never experienced anything before?
我记得小时候确实遇到过这样的现象 I mean, I remember some things from when I was a kid,
但是小孩子嘛 想象力都很丰富的 but kids have imaginations,
所以现在作为一个成年人 我之所以如此戏剧化地 and as a grown man now, I guess the reason why
把你叫出来 跟你当面对质 I sort of dramatically asked you to come out here
就是想要你告诉我 is for you to just tell me,
用我听得懂的语言 in your own words,
它究竟是什么？ what is it?
谁是这里的领袖 贾斯汀？ Who's the leader here, Justin?
你吗？ Uh, you?
这里根本就没有领袖 There's never been one.
我只是单纯的话比较多而己 I just talk more.
要我说的话 这并不是什么讨喜的特质 It's not a very flattering quality, if you ask me,
但其实我说的最多的几句话之一 but one of the things that I talk a lot about
那就是 我也没有答案 is that I don't have answers.
这里的所有人都没有 None of us do.
你想知道经营这一切的东西到底是什么吗？ You wanna know what it is that runs all this?
那就自己去寻找答案吧 You go find it.
这怎么可能？ How is that possible?
很疯狂 对吧？ It's crazy, right?
就好像某种大气的镜像效应 Some kind of atmospheric mirroring effect.
跟北极光一样 It's like the Northern Lights.
总之 两个月亮能够带来真相 Anyway, two moons brings a truth.
而三个则预示着“灵魂升天” Three signifies the ascension.
先等一下 你现在又是话中有话 All right, that just all sounds like metaphor again.
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
还记得我房间里那个物理方程吗？ You know that physics equation in my room?
- 记得 - 对我而言 它就如同那个方程一样 - Yeah. - That's what it is to me.
而我现在仍然没有解出答案 And I still haven't finished that.
但我可以告诉你 But what I can tell you,
如果你跟亚伦 再在这里待上一天 is if you and Aaron, you stay one more day,
去湖里钓鱼 you go fishing in the lake,
找到这个浮标 and you go out to this buoy,
直接跳进水里 不管发现什么都把它拿起来 you dive straight down and you grab what you find there.
你就能找到属于自己的答案 You're gonna have your answer.
你知道这听起来有多像 邪教组织会说的话吗？ You know how culty that sounds, right?
亲自去验证这件事情... Confirm this thing for yourself...
并且承认它的存在 and you've gotta admit it.
所有问题都会迎刃而解 There it is.
更强大的力量？ A higher power?
更权威的地位？上帝？ A governing force? God?
你都会找到答案 Infinity solved.
难道这些不会变成你肩上的负担吗？ Now, wouldn't that be a weight off your shoulders?
若你想让这些负担消失 And if you like having that weight gone,
这里永远欢迎你和亚伦 you and Aaron have a home here.
即使是在第三轮明月出现之后 Even after the third moon.
亚伦 快到台上来 Aaron, get on up here.
快上去 Get on up there!
上去 喔 Get on! Whoo!
喔 Ow!
喔 喔 喔 Whoo, whoo, whoo!
开始吧 Here we go.
在世外桃源营地 有一个房子 There is a house in Camp Arcadia
被人们称作“升起的太阳” They call the Rising Sun
My brother was a photographer
你们把这红色的东西称作“花朵”对吗？ You call that red stuff "the flower," right?
对 Yeah.
这两天我过得真的很开心 This has been really good for me.
这不是还没结束吗 Well, it's not over yet.
好了 Okay.
除了设计衣服之外 So I happen to have this other talent
我碰巧还有一个天赋 那就是我能随时随地地 that's not making clothes where I can measure
测量出我肺部吸入了多少量的毒品 the exact amount of drugs in my lungs at any given time.
如果我能准确测量出不会致使你 If I were to measure out an exact amount for you
感觉奇怪 恶心 that won't make you feel weird or sick
或者出现幻觉的量 or paranoid or anything like that,
你愿意尝试一下吗？ would that be something that you're interested in?
呃... Uh...
你不要感觉有压力 我不会强迫... And there's no pressure at all. I'm not...
没事 我愿意试试 No. No, let's do it.
- 真的吗？- 我是认真的 - Really? - Let's do it. Come on.
快点吧 趁我改主意之前... Come on, before I...
按我说的做 先等一下 Just follow my lead. Okay, hold on.
靠近点 Come here.
我要怎么判断 我进入状态没有？ How do I know when I'm high?
跟我来 我带你去个地方 Come here. Come walk with me. I'll show you.
知道吗 托尔金说过 路易斯也说过 You know, Tolkien said it, Lewis said it,
洛夫克拉夫特曲解过 Lovecraft perverted it,
而现在我们只需要直接拿过来用就行了 and we just take the definite face off of it
我们可以说 “嘿 工具都在这儿了” and we just say, "Hey, here are the tools,
“但是你得自己动手去做” but you make it what you want."
没错 其中最有意思的一点就是 Totally. And the interesting thing about that is
当你看待某些事物时 比如霍皮人... when you look at things like the Hopi...
我在画那个嗜枪如命的男人 It's the gun-nut tweaker guy.
看起来确实像个亡命徒 Yeah, that looks like a gun-nut tweaker.
我不是在做梦吧？ How is that possible?
这跟热浪模糊形成的景象好像 It's like a... like a heat blur.
那是一种自然形成的幻象 You know, it's a natural illusion.
这一定跟什么太阳风 It has to do with solar winds
什么磁极有关... and magnetic poles and...
呃... Um...
我乱说的 No. I have no idea.
营地里没人能解释这个现象 Nobody in the camp does,
但它们总是以满月的形式出现在营地周围 but they're all around the camp in a perfect circle.
所以我们才会选用圆形的图腾 It's why we use a circle emblem.
只有在吸了“花朵”的情况下 才能看得如此清晰 You usually need the flower to see it this clearly.
这个倒影是实体的吗？人能穿过去吗？ Is the reflection solid? Can you go through it?
嗯 Hmm.
这就是你寄给我那卷录像带的原因 This is why you sent me that video.
什么？ What?
就是那卷你在谈论“灵魂升天”的录像带 The video you sent us talking about the ascension.
我没有啊 No, I didn't.
没错 我是会录像 那也是为了防止你或者我妹妹 I mean, yes, I made videos in case you or my sister
或者其他人回来营地的时候 发现这里没有人 or someone came back to the camp and we weren't here,
但是我没有寄录像给你 but, no, I didn't.
那不是我寄的 I didn't send that.
这还真是奇怪 因为我们都说好了的 That's really strange because we all kind of agreed
我们不再分享类似这样的事情了 that we wouldn't share things like that,
特别是你哥哥那件事之后？ especially after your brother, you know?
我哥哥怎么了？ My brother what?
我很享受跟你在一起的时光 I'm having such a nice time with you.
我也很开心你能回来 I'm so glad you're back.
但是过去的事情就让它过去吧 It's just we don't need to talk about it.
好吧 Okay.
你有听到音乐声吗？ Do you hear music?
- 嘿 嗨 - 嗨 - Hey. Hi. - Hi.
你没事吧？ Are you all right?
我很好 只是大家都在派对 所以我睡不着 I'm fine. I just can't sleep with everybody up like this.
我把这些该死的便签条留得到处都是 And I leave these notes fucking everywhere
上面写着 求求你们 求求你们 给我安静点吧 saying, please, please, please shut the hell up!
你不喜欢派对吗？ You, uh... you don't like the parties?
我尝试过几次 但每次都待不下去... I did for a few nights, but after a while...
妈的 fuck, man!
你叫什么名字？ What's your name?
贾斯汀 Justin.
我叫珍妮弗 I'm Jennifer.
嘿 珍妮弗 Hey, Jennifer.
既然你不喜欢这里 那为什么不选择离开呢？ So if you don't like it here, why don't you just leave?
这是个很奇怪的故事 It's a really weird story.
你确定想知道？ You sure you wanna hear it?
很有可能你是这里唯一一个 It's possible you're the only woman here
没同时被好凡个男人追求的女人 not taken by several men,
所以我想多了解你一下 so you'd have to convince me otherwise.
我不是在挑逗你 刚刚只是开个小玩笑而己 I'm not hitting on you. That was mostly me making a joke.
我己经结婚了 所以... I'm 100 percent married, so...
好吧 很高兴认识你 Right. Very nice to meet you.
没关系 你... No, it's fine. You're...
你看上去不像坏人 You're all harmless.
虽然有点被洗脑的迹象 但至少你没有敌意 A little brainwashed but mostly harmless.
所以你并不是这个组织的成员？ So you're not part of the camp?
我丈夫麦克 在这附近失踪了 My husband Mike disappeared near here.
我是跑来找他的 So I came out looking for him.
但他就像人间蒸发了一样 He just sort of lost it.
我找了好久 直到我晕了过去 And I wandered until I almost passed out.
一定是因为脱水的缘故 Must have been dehydration or something.
哈尔发现了我 Hal found me.
他说 我们一定能找到他的 He said we'd find him.
虽然可能会花点时间... It'd take some time...
但我们绝对能找到他 but we'd find him.
那你们找得怎么样了？ So how's the search going?
呃... Uh...
己经过去... it's been a few, um...
己经过了好几个... it's been a few...
我们的儿子现在是我父母在带 Our son is with my parents.
所以... So...
我还是先回床上躺着了 I'm gonna go lay back down.
很高兴认识你 Nice meeting you.
这里还有其他东西的存在 对吗？ There's something out here, isn't there?
对 Yeah.
没错 Yeah, there is.
我昨晚看见一些东西... I saw some things last night that...
我根本就... I... I can't...
嘿 说出来你可能会生气... Hey, you're gonna hate this. Um...
但是我们可以留下来吗？ But what if we stayed?
- 你是说永远？- 对 - Like permanently? - Yeah.
这样有人能照顾我们 You know, we'd be taken care of.
除了做好自己的事情以外 也无需有多余的担心 Nothing to worry about except for doing our own thing.
这里的一切都有一种秩序感 你明白吗？ There's kind of an order to things here, you know?
非常的祥和 It's fair.
就好像真的有东西在守护我们一样 Like something really is watching out for us.
我也不知道 I don't know.
我一直在想如果我所经历的这一切 I always thought that if I did experience
真的是因为一些我们无法言明的力量造就的 that there was something more to all of this,
那我就从现在开始 去教堂祷告了 that I'd like start going to church or something.
当然了 大家都是这么想的 Everybody thinks that.
但昨晚我走回我们的寝室的时候... But last night I was walking back to the cabin...
看见有一个姑娘坐在屋前的石梯上 她看上去很... and there was this girl at one of the cabins, and she was...
她怎么了？ What?
跟在这里被洗脑的人 完全不一样 She wasn't all "Kumbaya" like the rest of the camp.
她是真的有令她感到害怕和伤心的事情 She was really scared and sad about something.
我也说不清楚... I don't know, I just...
我不觉得安逸 是值得拿命去交换的 I don't think comfort is worth dying for.
听着 这里没有所谓的集体自杀 Look, man, there is no mass suicide here.
你总是喜欢过早地下结论 You're, like, leaping to conclusions.
我们既然己经确定了 这里是真的存在一种神秘的力量 We can't go back to our, like, regular shitty lives
那为何还要回去以前那种糟糕的生活呢 knowing that there's actually something out here.
你要干什么？你要干什么？ What are you doing? What are you doing?
哈尔说过答案就在湖底 Hal said the answer is at the bottom of this lake.
我要去湖底看看 So I am going to bottom of this lake.
什么答案？ Answer to what?
“它”到底是什么 Exactly what "it" is.
你是被洗脑了吧 Well, that's way culty.
噢 Oh!
- 它不是上帝 它是个怪物 - 什么？ - Not a god, it's a monster! - What?
湖底有东西 我看见它了 它想把我拉下去 There's something down there! I saw it! It held me down!
- 什么？- 我也不知道 - What? - I don't know!
快走 Go!
我们得离开这里 We're leaving.
- 这就是个磁带而己 - 我不管 我们必须得马上离开 - It's a tape. - I don't care, we're leaving.
听着 我知道你一直很想... Look, man, I know you've been just...
编造出一些事情 让我离开这里 dying to make something up and get me out of here.
但是我并没有看见什么所谓的怪物 But I didn't see a monster or anything.
事实上 这里的一切都很正常 And actually, everything's fine here.
那好啊 你留下 我走 Fine, you can stay. I'm leaving.
我们都知道这是不可能的 对吧？ Look, we both know that's just not happening, all right?
这样吧 我们先回营地去 Look, we'll go back to the camp.
就像什么事都没有发生一样 跟大家道个别 We'll say our good-byes like we're normal people,
然后再走 可以吗？ and then we'll go, all right?
- 可以 - 很好 - All right. - All right. Good.
- 非常好 - 就这么说定了 - Great. - Good!
真希望你们能再多待会儿 I wish you guys could stay longer.
我也是 Yeah, me, too.
我们也舍不得这里 但我们必须得回去工作 Yeah, really hard to leave, but we gotta get back to work.
嘿 我给你画了一幅画 当做临别礼物 Hey, I drew you a going-away gift.
哇 谢谢你 Oh. Wow. Thank you.
还真是... That's, uh...
很写实呢 that's honest.
嘿 Hey.
你介不介意 我们在这里举办一次... Do you mind if we get a little...
稍微带点宗教色彩的活动？ culty in here?
就最后一次？ One last time?
不介意 Um... no.
- 你确定？- 嗯 - You sure? - Yeah.
各位... Everybody...
贾斯汀和亚伦今天在湖里发现一条信息 Justin and Aaron found a message in the lake today.
太棒了 我们己经好长时间没收到信息了 That's awesome. We haven't had one of those in a while.
我们可以举办一场观看仪式 Thought we'd have a viewing ceremony.
- 开始播放吧 - 里面是什么东西？ - To send 'em off. - What is it?
这就是它跟我们交流的方式 It's how to communicate with us.
利用图像 With images.
我叫迈克尔 I'm, uh... I'm Michael.
你们都是教堂的人吗？ So you guys are, like, in a church group?
很高兴见到你 麦克 Uh, nice to meet you, Mike.
我们是来自世外桃源营地的先知 We're prophets of the Camp Arcadia faith.
我们唯一的任务就是 确保所有人都知道 Our whole thing is just making sure that people know
向唯一的真神牺牲自己 that self-sacrifice for the one true god
是我们开启迈向宇宙的新旅程的唯一方式 is the only way to begin the journey into the cosmos.
没错 贾斯汀教会了我很多 Yeah, Justin's taught me a whole lot
关于即将到来的世界末日的知识 about our coming apocalypse, so, you know,
如果你想来营地跟我们一起礼拜 if you ever wanna come worship with us at the camp,
我们非常欢迎你 we'd love to have you.
我们也接受小笔捐款 And we also take small donations.
这些钱我们会用来... 用来... 用来... We're just devoted to... to... to... to... to...
所以... So...
看样子它想传达的信息是 宽恕 it appears that the message is forgiveness.
对所有谎言的宽恕 Forgiveness for those lies.
真是太尴尬了 That was embarrassing.
两位 两位 两位 请等一下 Guys, guys, guys. Guys, wait up.
我也不知道录像带上是这样的内容 I didn't know that's what it would be.
如果让你们感到不适 我很抱歉 It's not supposed to be embarrassing.
这其实就是一堂课 It's a lesson.
什么意思？ What does that mean?
宽恕 Forgiveness.
我们宽恕你 以我们的名义到处传道 We forgive you for going out and evangelizing us
说我们是什么UFO死亡组织的 as a UFO death cult or whatever.
我们也宽恕你 向媒体谎称 Then telling the press,
说我们所有人都被阉割了 among other things, that all of us are castrated.
你的确是被阉割了啊 You are castrated.
就我所知 As far as I know,
这里所有人的生殖器官都还好好的 everybody here has their sex organs.
你告诉过我... 你说营地的人都得阉割 You told me the camp... they had to do that.
你说他们这么做是被允许的 That they sanctioned all of that.
- 我没说过 - 你明明就说过 为什么... - I never said that. - Yes, you did! Why...
我们为什么要这么说这里的人？ Why did we tell that story?
我们为什么要跟媒体的人 说这种根本就没发生的事？ Why did we go and tell that story?
我敢肯定这里一定有不对劲的地方 I knew there was something wrong here.
一定有非常不对劲的地方 And there is something very wrong here.
为了保护你的安全 我做了我必须做的事 And I did what I had to do to keep to safe.
- 我很抱歉 你是以这样的方式发现了真相... - 这一切都是你编的？ - And I'm sorry you're finding out this way... - You made that all up?
我不是想要添油加醋 但我想问一句 Without trying to throw fuel on the fire here,
你之所以选择这么做 是不是跟你想做这里的领袖有关？ would you say maybe it has something to do with you wanting to lead?
我想做领袖？ I'm trying to lead?
即使是在你很小的时候 你就很不满意 Even as a little boy, you were never comfortable
这里没有一个领袖 来对所有事给出一个确切的答案 with there being no leader here giving definite answers.
或许你之所以拍照技术这么瞥脚 就是因为”它”很会拍 Maybe you take crappy pictures because "it" takes pictures.
或许你就想成为“它” Maybe you wanna be "it."
你想获得权力 想变成这里的老大 You wanna control, you wanna be the alpha.
你居然骗了我这么久 You've led to me so fucking much.
他在撒谎 你去死吧 He lied to you. Fuck him!
是我把你们俩... I pulled the both of you...
从你们母亲烧着的车里 拖了出来 out of your mother's burning car.
我给你们吃的 给你们住的地方 I gave you food, I gave you shelter,
给了你们所有成长所需的机会 I gave you every opportunity to grow.
而你却倒过来 想要伤害我们... And what you did to undermine us...
先别提让戴夫把那件 Let's just forget the fact
纽扣扣到顶的白衬衫脱掉 that we are never gonna get Dave
这种事情了 我们早就放弃了... to take that damned white button-up shirt off...
当你试图把啤酒卖给一个 看过无数报道 Can you imagine trying to sell your beer
把你想象成一个没有生殖器 天天吸毒的 when someone can find a news article that makes you look like
“天堂之门”邪教成员的人时 a dickless, poison Kool-Aid drinking,
你能相信这有多难吗？ Heaven's Gate offshoot?
那可是我们唯一的谋生方式啊 That is our livelihood.
所以该去死的人 应该是你 So, no! Fuck you!
她站在楼上 眼神中透露着恐惧 She's up there, terrified,
你却欺骗她 向她保证会帮她 with some story about how you're going
找到她失踪的丈夫 to help her find her missing husband.
你究竟在打什么算盘 哈尔？ What are you doing here, Hal?
快滚吧 伙计 Walk away, man.
- 我们走 - 不 - Come on. - No.
- 快走 - 不 - Let's go. - No.
- 快点 - 不要 - Now! - No!
你他妈就是一个邪教组织的头领 You are a fucking cult leader!
我不得不要求你离开这里 I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.
或者我们可以进屋 进行一次投票表决 Or we can go inside and we can put that to a vote.
但是何必让大家难堪呢 你说是吧 But why don't you just make it easy on everybody.
真该死 亚伦 God damn it, Aaron.
妈的 Fuck!
嘿 抱歉这么晚来打扰 Hey, I'm sorry to come by so late.
我好像迷路了... I'm, uh, lost and, uh...
嘿 我能听见你的声音 我知道你在里面 Hey, I can hear you in there.
我是10年前的贾斯汀 It's Justin from ten years ago.
你能帮帮我吗？ Can you just help me out?
你来我家干什么？ Why are you in my house?!
你他妈为什么来我家？ Why the fuck are you in my house?!
呃... Uh...
该死 他妈的 God damn it! Fuck me all to hell!
找个地方坐下 好吗？ Just-just sit down or whatever, all right?
小心别碰到我的自行车了 别他妈碰我的自行车 Careful around my bike! Don't you fucking touch my bike!
所以 10年前 So, a decade ago,
我告诉过你 你生活在某种死亡邪教中 I tell you that you're livin' in some sort of death cult,
你不但不够聪明 没有看清整件事的真相 and not only were you not bright enough then to figure it out,
你反倒回来了 you actually came back.
你一点都不聪明 You are not smart.
一直都这么蠢 You never have been, no.
虽然所有的小孩都很蠢 I mean, all kids are dumb,
不过你可谓是蠢到极点了 而且还很矮 but you're like some sort of retarded hobbit or something.
抱歉 我... I'm sorry. I, uh...
我不知道我是怎么迷的路 I don't know how I got lost.
我也不明白为什么有一个你 在里面上了吊 I don't know how you're hanging in there
而又一个你 现在站在我面前 and standing in front of me.
我更不清楚营地里究竟发生了什么 I don't understand what's going on at that camp.
不过是一群被捆绑在无限回路的囚犯而己 Bunch of loopin' prisons, man.
就好像被设定好了时间 Like shitty pods of time.
一遍又一遍地重复着 Repeatin' over and over and over again
像一群小白鼠 被当做是那玩意儿的消遣 like rats tellin' stories for that thing's amusement!
我的循环超级短 伙计 My loop's short as hell, bro.
操 有些人比我更短 Hell, some are even shorter.
还有你们那群营地的傻屌们 Hell, you fools, you fools up at that hippy-dippy camp bullshit,
你们己经循环了10年了吧？ you're something like, what, ten years now?
你必须在一切重新开始前了结自己 You gotta kill yourself before the restart
不然那个东西就会帮你动手 or that thing, that thing'll do it for ya.
那样的话 你会死得要多残忍有多残忍 And it's much worse than anything you can do to yourself.
不过营地的人更喜欢让它动手 是吧？ But the camp prefers that thing doin' it for 'em, doesn't it?
毕竟在他们眼中 它是神圣的 Yeah, considers it sacred even.
它会让你一瞬间人间蒸发 It'll snatch you right out of your shoes.
我感觉糟透了 I feel terrible.
我不应该这么冲动的 I know better than that.
听起来 你只是一时没有控制住自己的脾气 仅此而己 Well, it just sounds like you lost your temper, that's all.
这种事时有发生 It happens.
哈尔 Hal.
有人想喝啤酒吗？ Anyone want a beer?
我想喝 谢谢 Yeah, thanks.
好的 Okay.
嘿 我们都知道你哥哥是好人 Hey, we all know that your brother's a good guy.
我们也都知道邪教的事 但是... We all knew about the cult thing, but...
无所谓了 过去的就让它过去吧 Whatever. It's in the past.
其实我们大部分人都有一些事情 You don't think most of us
是不愿再次提及 或者想要忘记的？ have something we wish we could just leave behind?
而不能忘记的那一部分... The rest of it, though, it just...
在这个地方 至少能让我们变得安心很多 You know, this place protects us from some of it.
不管怎么样 历史往往都会重演 But history repeats itself, regardless.
老唱片也总会一遍又一遍地被播放 难道不是吗？ The old skipping record plays on, doesn't it?
我只是很庆幸 我能继续活下去 I'm just grateful I get to live at all.
你不想做的事 就不要做 Don't do it if you don't want to.
你没事吧？ Everything all right?
没事 Yeah.
虽然蒂姆长着一脸大胡子 你可能很难看清他的表情 You might not be able to tell because of that big ol' beard,
不过那家伙 挺祀人忧天的 but Tim, he just worries a lot.
有什么是我需要担心的吗？ Anything I need to worry about?
是啊 多来几遍你就习惯了 Yeah, you get used to it.
自杀的选项 Suicide option. Mm.
我可不是什么数学家 I ain't no mathematician,
但自从09年开始 每隔几个小时... 到现在多少次了？ but every few hours since '09... now what is that? Hmm?
反正很多次就对了 Well, it's a fucking lot!
但现在你需要做的是... 你需要... But what you wanna do is, you wanna get...
你需要找到出去的路... 然后离开这里 you wanna get unlost... and then leave again,
反正你又不是得了唐氏综合征的蠢货 对吧？ like you're not some Mongoloid motherfucker, am I right?
因为一旦你被它抓住 'Cause if you let it have you,
如果当循环重启时 你还在边界以内 and you're still in the borders when the loop resets,
那么你就会永远被困在里面 you'll be stuck as shit forever.
嗯？ Hmm?
你应该能沿着那边的小路一直走出去吧？ Now, you should be able to follow that trail there, shouldn't you?
周围所有的一切突然之间都变了 我... Everything looked different all of a sudden, and I...
对了 我想起来了 Yeah, I remember that. Oh, yeah.
因为你现在己经一把岁数了 Thing is, you're old as fuck now.
你己经不懂变通了 只知道循规蹈矩 And more likely just to... just to toe the line.
所以只需要稍微做一点点改变 You know, so shit shifts around a bit,
安置一些干扰信息 你那小脑筋就不够动了 put some confusion in that little IQ of yours to get ya.
我真的必须马上回世外桃源营地 把我弟弟带出去 I just really got to get back to Camp Arcadia and get back to my brother.
我能帮你 I can do that for you.
太好了 我该怎么回去？ Great. How do I get back?
但不是免费的 Oh, not for free.
想都别想 Big 'ol fuck no.
你得先帮我口 No, you gotta suck my dick first.
什么？ What?
你要先帮我口 You have to suck my dick first.
我在逗你呢 I'm just fuckin' with ya!
你那表情太搞笑了... Your fuckin' face! Uh...
但是说真的 这不是免费的 No, but seriously, not for free, no.
好吧 但是我没什么东西给你 All right, look, I don't know what I can give you,
我真的必须马上回去 找到我弟弟 but I really just gotta get back and get back to my brother
趁一切还来得及 开车离开这个鬼地方 二... and drive us outta here before whatever's about...
我们都被困在这无形的边界之中 We're all stuck in these fuckin' things, man!
但你是自由的 至少现在是 But you're free, you're free for now.
它可能会害你迷路 但你只需像个没头脑的傻子一样 It'll get you lost, but you can walk right through 'em
径直穿越过去就行了 like some brainless dickhole.
既然你不愿意帮我口 那么... And since you wouldn't know a carburetor from your cock...
我要你带一把枪回来给我 I want you to get me a gun.
枪在我们的营地有 我可以... We have those back at camp. I could just...
我不会再相信这种鬼话了 I ain't falling for that, no.
坐下 Sit down.
这个圆圈是我们现在所在的区域？ All right, now this is our circle, right here, okay?
这里是那个该死的瘾君子所在的地方 他那儿有很多枪 And there is this bitch-ass tweaker, with a grip of guns,
在我被困在这里之前 who sold me a broken computer
他还卖给了我一台破电脑 before I was stuck up in this fuckin' bitch,
他发过誓会补偿我的 and he swore to God he'd make it up to me.
这里是他循环的区域 This is his filthy fuckin' loop,
而这里就是他所住的地方 明白了吗？ and this is his shitty fuckin' cabin right here, all right?
卖枪的瘾君子？ The gun-nut tweaker?
对 就是那个家伙 Yeah, the gun-nut tweaker.
你就照着这张地图 You just follow this map
所画的路线 找到标记出来的这个区域 and these loop marker hoodoo fuckamajigs.
然后你就能找到一个浑身恶臭的混蛋 名叫克里斯 All right, and you'll find this smelly junkie named Chris
他那儿的枪支收藏 多到足以让山姆高潮 who's got a gun collection that'd give Yosemite Sam a boner.
记得带一把好枪给我 明白吗？ Now, you bring me back a real nice one. Okay?
然后我就再画一张这么精致的地图 And I'll draw you one of these fancy maps,
让你回去找你弟弟 get you back to your brother.
还有... 记得用这个指南针 Oh, and, uh... use this compass.
不要相信自己眼前的景象 相信这个指南针 And trust only this compass, not what you see.
好的 All right.
它不让我睡觉 It doesn't let me sleep.
但可笑的是 我一点也不累 Funny thing is, I don't get tired.
我只是... I just...
它不让我做梦 It doesn't let me dream.
这只是为了让我的思绪 也不能逃离这个地方 It does that so my mind never leaves this place.
这3个小时... These three hours...
它把空间和时间当做惩罚我们的道具 Using space and time as its horsewhip.
我... I'm, uh...
对此我很遗憾 I'm really sorry to hear that.
我还是... And I'll, uh...
先走一步了 I'll see you soon.
There is
A house
In New Orleans
They call
The rising sun...
我有一个理论 它应该是由无法言喻的色彩组成的 I have this theory that it's made up of impossible colors.
因为视网膜只有3种类型的视锥细胞 See, retinas only have three types of cone cells,
或许在正常状态下 我们的视网膜 so maybe none has the signal strength
没有接收这种信号的能力 所以我们才看不见它 to see it in our normal state.
不过这只是一个理论而己 Just a theory, though.
我们唯一可以肯定的一点是... What we do know is that...
它会把自己看见的东西展示给我们 it shows us what it sees.
这是一种非常高贵的做法 It has a powerful elegance to it.
也就是说 它正在看我 So, it was looking at me.
为什么它会给我一张拖车的照片？ Why did it send me a picture of a trailer?
或许这是在指引你应该去的地方 Probably where to go.
事实上 我正打算去找贾斯汀 I was actually gonna go find Justin.
这就对了 Well, there you go.
我知道昨晚的争吵对我们三人而言 都很难堪 I know that fight was really hard for all of us last night,
但你能帮帮我吗？ but can you help?
关于人生其他人所没有洞悉的道理 我也一无所知 I don't know anything anybody else doesn't know about life.
但昨晚的事不禁让我开始思考 But last night's got me thinking.
你能拥有凌驾于自己之上的权利吗 Can you have power over yourself,
你能不能为了其他东西 而选择放弃对应分量的权威？ if you give up any amount of authority to something else?
这个... I mean...
我真的得去找贾斯汀了... I really do have to find Justin...
虽然这是个好问题 I mean, it's a good question.
曾经是 未来也会如此 Always has been, always will be.
按这条路走出去 经过2号小屋 Go out to the route, past Cabin Two.
经过它的时候 你会看见一条小路 When you go past it, you'll see a small trail.
按照这条小路的方向一直走就行了 Just follow it for a really long time.
我要真去走小路 那我铁定会迷路的 There's no way I'm not gonna get lost if I do that.
你就不能跟我一起去吗？ Can you please just come with me?
我是真的不能陪你去 也不能帮你找哥哥 I literally can't go with you to help you find your brother.
但你应该去 But you should.
我诚挚地希望 他没有事 And I sincerely hope he's okay.
我也希望你能做出自己的决定 I really hope you make your own choice.
在第三轮月亮变成满月之前 Before the third moon is full.
哈尔？ Hal?
哈尔 Hal.
告诉我 这到底是什么意思 Tell me what that means.
再说下去的话 就好比硬要我 Saying more would be like
去解释那种不可言喻的颜色 trying to explain an impossible color.
In the house
Of the rising sun
是吗？ Yeah?
呃 嗨 Uh, hi.
呃... Um...
是卡尔叫我来的 Carl sent me.
谁？ Who?
卡尔 他... Carl. He, uh...
你能把门打开吗？ Can you just open the fucking door?!
是卡尔叫我来的... Uh, Carl sent me and, uh...
- 什么？- 你没事吧？ - What? - Are you all right?
怎么？这个嘛 我没事 Oh, this? Yeah, no, I'm fine.
跟你想的不一样 这是麦克在帮我 It's not what it looks like. Mike's trying to help me out.
他是我朋友 He's my buddy.
他想帮我戒酒戒毒 Trying to, uh, you know, get me clean and sober!
好吧... Okay. Um... so...
别客气 伙计 进来啊 Don't be weird, dude. Come on in.
随意点 Please.
- 你叫什么名字？- 贾斯汀 - What's your name? - Justin.
我先打断你一下 好吗？ Let me stop you right there, okay?
我能问你个问题吗？太好了 Can I ask you a question? Cool.
你身上有带毒品吗？ Do you have any drugs or crack at all on you?
- 什么？- 比如你外套口袋里 有没有毒品什么的 - What? - Like drugs, in your pocket, right now, on you.
你愿不愿意跟我分享一下？我很愿意跟你分享 Do you wanna share them with me? I'd love to share them with you.
但我们动作得快点 因为麦克... 啊 他己经回来了 But we have to do it fast, because Mike's... Aah, there he is.
你是麦克 对吧？ Mike, right?
对 Yeah.
你还记得我吗... Do you remember me from...
记得 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
我们对你的宗教信仰不感兴趣 No, no, we're not interested in your religion.
正如你所知 卡尔是我最好的朋友 And just so you know, Chris is my best friend,
但是他对毒品上瘾 我正想帮他戒掉 he's a drug addict, I'm just trying to get him clean.
我们没做什么奇怪的事 There's nothing weird going on.
嘿 我找到了这张硬盘 Hey, I found this hard drive.
说不定上面有我们在找的答案 I think it might have the answer.
你听到了吗？麦克又找到了一张携带有信息的 You hear that? Mike found another message
该死的硬盘 on a shitty hard drive.
有新朋友的加入 真是太好了 And it's great to have company.
嘿 麦克 那张椅子给我们的客人坐啊？ Hey, Mike, why don't you get our guest a chair?
好吧 还有什么可以帮你的吗 先生？ Okay, so what can we do for you, sir?
是这样的 卡尔说你可以给他一把枪 Basically, Carl said that you could give him a gun.
噢 Oh.
你向那个混蛋卡尔许诺过 要给他一把枪？ You told Shitty Carl you'd give him a gun?
是啊一年前我就跟你说过了啊 Yeah. I told you about that a year ago.
- 并没有 - 我说过的 - No, you didn't. - Yes, I did.
我跟卡尔是枪友 Me and Shitty Carl are shooting buddies.
你们俩明明是一起吸食可卡因的毒友 The two of you smoked crack together
然后你们会去杂货店门口 and then would steal the red buckets
- 去偷别人救世军组织的红色水桶 - 这两件事有联系吗？ - from the Salvation Army guys outside of grocery stores. - Why is that even relevant?
你看你交的都是些什么朋友 You have horrible judgment in other people.
嘘 嘘 嘘 Shh. Shh. Shh, shh.
我们能换一种方式吗？ Can we try it another way?
求求你 求求你 Please! Please!
看来这一招也不管用 I guess that didn't work.
这是什么？ What was that?
要么是我们以前的画面 要么就是未来的画面 It was either our past or our future.
反正也没什么区别 Doesn't really make any difference.
结果都是失败 Practically the same thing.
我们被困在这个永无止境的循环之中 See, we've been stuck in this infinite loop,
我们尝试了各种各样的方法 想要逃离其中 and we've been trying to do different things to get out of it,
但看来都不管用 and I guess that didn't work.
天啊 如果下一个循环你的开场白还是 Oh, my God, if I have to listen to you say
“我的天啊 他妈的麦克 你他妈过得还好吗 伙计”？ one more time at the beginning, "Holy shit, man! Fucking Mike!
我真的会生气噢 How the fuck are you, man?"
说不定会原地爆炸 I think I might blow my brains out.
刚刚那是什么？是哪里的口音？ What? What is that? What accent is that?
爱尔兰口音吗？ Is that Irish?
你说话就是这幅德行 我在学你 That's how you sound. It's what you sound like.
那你呢？每次循环开始的时候你是什么德行？ What about you? At the beginning of the thing?
你顶着满头的发胶从树林里走出来 You come to the woods with your hair combed full of gel,
弓着个背 就好像患有脊柱侧弯的詹姆斯·邦德一样 all hunched over like some kind of James Bond with scoliosis
不知道的 还以为你肚子里藏着个炸弹呢 trying to hide a boner.
嘿 向你灌输一点我的小智慧好吗？ Hey, can I impart some wisdom upon you?
千万不要让步一次丢不行 Don't ever give in. Not once.
这场游戏获胜的关键就在于 The trick to this whole thing
千万不要害怕 那个十分恐怖的... is to not be afraid of something that's...
东西 that's horrifying.
虽然是个人都会怕它 And everyone's afraid of it.
但如果你被它控制住了 哪怕只有一次 But if you let it control you one time,
它将会一次又一次地把你玩弄于股掌之中 it's gonna fucking control you over and over again.
看看我和麦克 I mean, look at me and Mike.
我们只是两个不停被人欺负的可怜虫 We're just a couple of assholes taking someone else's shit.
你必须想尽办法从这个地方离开 You gotta floor it the fuck out of here.
如果你看见了那个东西 不要向它道歉 And if you see that thing, you don't apologize to it,
不要向它鞠躬 也不要顺从它 you don't bow down to it, you don't conform,
拼命跑就对了 you just fucking run.
就好像逃命一样 Like your life fucking depends on it, man,
因为你也确实是在逃命 because your fucking life depends on it.
明白了吗？这就是我给你的忠告 All right? That's my advice to you.
希望你一路顺风 I wish you safe passage.
干杯 Cheers.
准备好了吗？愿意试一次吗？ You ready? You wanna try it?
来吧 Yeah. Let's do it.
跟我来 我带你去拿枪 Follow me. I'll show you the guns.
They call the...
哦 Oh!
别待在这里 Don't stay here!
They call the...
你帮不了我的 赶紧离开这里... You can't help. Just leave before it...
啊 Aah!
哦 啊 Oh! Aah!
在距离这个循环这么近的地方 You know, it is so strange seeing how close
居然还有另一个循环 这感觉真奇怪 该死的小地方 another loop is to this one, closed, shitty little area.
你被困在这个循环多久了？ How long have you been stuck in this loop?
很难说 我们刚开始来到这里的时候 Well, that's hard to tell. I mean, when we first got here,
我说如果能在一星期之内 帮克里斯戒掉毒瘾的话 I said if I got Chris clean in a week, we'd leave,
我们就离开 但那己经是... and that was, um...
好几个星期之前的事了 that was a lot of weeks ago.
我一直以为这内部有某种构造 Yeah, I keep thinking there's like this configuration
是可以帮助我们脱离这种状态的 that's gonna break us out of the story, you know,
就比如“魔术方块”一样 like a "Life Rubik's Cube."
但现在我唯一清楚的就是 The one thing I do know for certain
比起让那个混蛋来结束我的生命 is I would rather reset things on my terms
我宁愿用自己的方式去死 than allow that fucker to do it for me.
如果你能离开这里 你会做的第一件事是什么？ Well, what's the first thing you're gonna do when you get out of here?
去见我的妻子珍妮 还有我们的孩子 See my wife Jenn and our baby.
说起来好笑 她以前很喜欢在屋子里 You know, it's funny, she used to leave these
留满屋的便签条 超级烦人 annoying little notes around the house.
当时我真的都快受不了了 You know, used to really get under my skin.
但现在回想起来 要是一睁眼能看到一张那样的便签条该有多好啊 Man, what I wouldn't give to wake up to one of those notes.
我只希望她能幸福 并且已经向前看了 I just hope she's happy and moved on.
知道吗 想想也觉得有意思... You know, it's funny, we never, uh...
我们从来都不会预先设想 如若跟我们最亲近的人隔离 we never anticipate the ways we're gonna isolate ourselves
我们会以怎样的方式生活 from the ones we care about.
总之 希望你能找到你的弟弟 Anyway, I hope you find your brother, you know.
祝你好运 别被困住了 Good luck, and don't get stuck.
嘿 麦克？ Hey, Mike?
我... I'm...
真心希望你能离开这里 I really hope you get out here.
干你娘 Because fuck you.
克里斯 我是麦克 Chris, it's Mike!
你最好的朋友 Your best friend!
别开枪 Don't shoot!
我的天啊 他妈的麦克 Holy shit, man! Fucking Mike!
你他妈过得还好吗 伙计？ How the fuck are you, man?!
我很好 我很好 伙计 你呢？ Uh, I'm good, man, I'm good. How are you?
好得不能再好了 伙计 简直比活在梦里还安逸 Fucking fantastic, man! I'm livin' the dream!
这个地方不是双峰吗？ Isn't this place the tits?
是啊 但这是另外一回事 Yeah. It's something else.
贾斯汀 Justin!
我都找了你一整天了 I've been looking for you all day.
上帝啊 你吓死我了 Jesus. You scared the shit out of me.
你为什么这么做？ Why'd you do that?
那你为什么要这么一声不吭地离开？ Why did you just take off like that?
不是我自己想走 我是被别人轰走的 I didn't just take off, I was asked to leave.
我还以为你被熊吃了呢 I thought you'd got eaten by a bear.
现在我迷路了 你找得到路吗？ Now I'm lost. Are you lost?
我也迷路了 还不是因为你不关车顶灯 Yeah, I'm lost. Because you left the dome light on again
也不买新电池 and didn't get a new car battery.
- 这事儿不能怪我 - 摊上你 算我倒霉 - Doesn't make any sense. - You don't make any sense.
- 你不准备道歉吗？- 动作快点 - Are you gonna apologize? - Hurry up.
我们还得推车让车发动 并尽快离开这里呢 We're gonna have to push start the car to get out in time
可惜你又没什么力气 and you're not very strong.
有人吗？ Hello?
我们迷路了 We're, uh... lost.
是“花朵护” Ah, the flower.
还真的是花 It's actually a flower.
真是令人意外啊 对吧？ That's unexpected, right?
并没有 可以走了吗？ No. Can we go?
走吧 反正这里也没人 Yeah, there's no one here.
光看指南针应该也能找到路 I think I can figure it out with a compass.
只不过会费点时间 It'll just take forever.
所以 安娜... So, Anna...
没错 我们睡在一起了 Yeah. Yeah, we slept together.
- 哇 - 没错 - Wow. - Yeah.
- 祝贺你 - 谢谢 - Congrats. - Thank you.
这是我的第一次 I've never done that.
我们在凌晨的时候一起上的床 Yeah, we went to bed around midnight,
期间睡得非常的踏实 and had a really good night's sleep
然后等我醒来的时候 我发现你还没回来 and then when I woke up, I saw you were still gone
于是我就来救你了 不用谢 so I came to rescue you. You're welcome.
所以你说的一起睡觉 是字面上的意思？ You mean you literally just slept together?
- 是啊 我就是这么说的啊 - 我知道你是这么说的 - Yeah, that's what I said. - I know that's what you said,
不过通常情况下 大家说的“一起睡觉” but usually when people say they slept together,
指的是做爱 it means that they had sex.
我很确定“睡觉”这个词的意思是指 当你把眼睛闭上 Pretty sure the word "sleep" means when you close your eyes,
舒服地躺着 然后陷入一种无意识... get comfortable, become unconscious...
算了 当我没说 Never mind. Never mind.
天啊 我快渴死了 God, I feel like I'm gonna die of thirst.
怎么了？ You all right?
没剩多少了 你不喝吗？ Not much left. You don't need it?
不用 亚伦 我不需要水 No, Aaron, I don't need water.
好了 如果我们走快点 All right. Now, if we hurry,
说不定能在第三轮月亮满月之前 赶到营地 we might make it back to camp before the third moon.
我们走吧 Come on, let's go.
有件事我想跟你谈谈 I gotta talk to you about something.
好啊 边走边说吧 Great. Tell me on the way back to the car.
不 No, man.
你能过来坐一小会儿吗？ Can you just have a seat for a second?
我要留在这里 I'm staying.
你也可以留下 You can stay, too.
我知道你可能并不想 但是... I know you're not going to, but, you know...
我只是想给你提供一个选项 you can.
你想就这样一次又一次地死掉 You wanna die over and over and over
从这一刻开始无限重复你的人生 直至无尽吗？ and live your life on repeat from here to eternity?
听你的语气 这好像是一个很疯狂的想法 You act like it's crazy,
就好像我是历史上第一个 like I'm the first person in history
拥有想要获得永生想法的人 that actually wants to live forever.
很多人都有这种想法 好吗 With people that like him.
其实你想一想 被困在这样的循环之中 You know, there's not much difference between
与回到家后 无止境地循环一天又一天 being stuck in a loop and being stuck repeating
糟糕透顶的日子 直至死亡 其实并没有太大的区别 the same shitty day over and over like back home until I die.
但回到家后 至少一切都是充满希望的 But back home, anything could happen.
肯定会好过在营地的生活 It could be so much better than the camp.
我们已经尝试过了啊 We tried that, man.
试了有10年了 For almost a decade.
我己经厌倦了那种 自我怀疑 自我嫌弃的生活了 And I'm ready to go back to not hating my life.
死亡只需一眨眼的功夫 Dying just takes a second.
而糟糕的人生却是非常漫长的 And a shitty life is long.
亚伦 这是个非常非常重大的决定 Aaron, I think you are making a very, very big decision
而我不认为你有好好地考虑清楚 with very little thought.
一旦你尝试了一轮循环 你将永远无法脱身 你真的想好了吗？ And you realize that you do this once and you can never leave?
任何事都比你给我创造的人生有意义 Anything is better than the life you make me live.
那好吧．。．... All right. Um...
那我... Let's, uh...
我送你回去吧 let's get you back.
啊 Aah!
该死 God damn it!
讲真 你觉得它打到什么了？ Seriously, what do you think it hit?
不 等等 等等 No. Wait! Wait!
该死 Shit!
他们还会回来的 They're coming back.
要是我把你一个人扔在这儿 我下辈子都不会过得安心的 I'll feel guilty the rest of my life if I leave you here,
所以我也留下吧 so I guess I'm staying, too.
你这是在尊重我选择留下的决定吗？ You're respecting my decision to stay?
我想是吧 Uh, I guess.
如果这么想能让你好受点 那就这么着吧 If that's the way you wanna think about it, yeah, sure,
我尊重你的选择 I'm doing that.
太好了 我们走吧 All right. Let's go.
什么？ What?
其实我只是想... All I ever wanted was...
快走 Let's go!
- 快发动 快发动 - 快开车 - Please start! Please start! - Let's go!
听好了 等车有了足够的速度 All right, when you get enough speed,
我先跳上来 然后你再跳 I'm gonna jump in. Then you jump in.
然后我会挂到一档 松开离合器 And then I'm gonna throw it in first and let the clutch go.
我知道该怎么推车发动 I know how to push-start a car!
我只是想再强调一遍 I'm just saying what we're doing!
- 让我来开车 - 什么？ - Let me drive. - What?
让我来开车 Let me drive the car!
先让我把车发动起来 Just let me get it started first!
啊 妈的 Uhh! Fuck!
好吧 你想开你就来开吧 Okay, you drive the fucking car!
我就要开 Yeah, I'm gonna drive the fucking car!
嘿 你听我说 兄弟... Hey, listen, man...
说不定我们都会死 所以有几句话我真的想说给你听... 'Cause we're about to die, I really think you should know...
你把一切都搞砸了 you mess up everything.
真的 You really do.
我虽然从没抱怨过什么 I never say it,
但你真的完全把我们的人生给搞砸了 but you have just completely messed up our lives.
啊哈 Aah!
但你是我的家人 But you're family.
家人就应该互相包容 That's what family does.
我其实也只是想给你捣捣乱 All I've ever wanted is just to be able to mess up with you.
能像你一样 给我们的人生增加点难度 To be able to mess up our lives just as much as you do.
听好了 在所有的墓碑上 都只会写 All right, listen, on tombstones it says like
“挚爱的母亲”或者“挚爱的兄弟” "Beloved Mother" or "Beloved Brother",
而不会写“挚爱的营地成员” not "Beloved Camp Member".
这都是有原因的 好吗？ And there's a reason for that, all right?
从现在开始 我们扯平了 From here on out, we're equals.
知道了 I hear you.
你是我弟弟 我很爱你 You're my brother. And I love you.
- 我也爱你 - 我需要你马上发动这辆车 - I love you, too. - And I need you to start this car
因为我不想你死 也不想自己死 好吗？ because I don't want you to die or me to die, okay?
- 上车 - 好了 - Get in! - All right!
- 我们成功了 - 我们成功了 - We made it! - We made it!
- 我们成功了 - 太好了 - We did it! - Yes!
太好了 Yeah!
车得加油了 We need gas.
不需要 No, we're good.
不 上面写着己经空了 No, it's on empty.
- 一直都是这样的 - 一直都是空的？ - It's always like that. - Always on empty?
如果真的空了 那就意味着油箱里一点油都没有了 Empty means there's no fuel in the tank.
那我们根本连车都发动... We couldn't even...
你全都明白了 You figure it out.
无 尽
There is a house
In New Orleans
They call
The Rising Sun
And it's been
The ruin
Of many a poor boy
And God
I know
I'm one
My mother
Was a tailor
She sewed
My new blue jeans
My father
Was a gambling man
Down in New Orleans
Oh, Mother
Tell your children
Not to do
What I have done
Spend your life
In misery
In the house
Of the Rising Sun